The great autumn lock-in. Beautiful thing when it really clicks. Lately I’ve been thinking heavy about who I want to be, how I want to be seen as an artist. Killing my ego in certain areas. Took me a long time to get here, but those who know me personally know how much this means. I just wanna be him — not in a pick-me way, but in the sense that God chose me to be the realest. I said I killed my ego, but you get it.

I’m feeling great. Finally seeing the fruits of my labour now that I’m consistent with the music and my career. Low-key I’ve turned myself into a social experiment — how far can I really go if I stay locked in? Where will it take me? This journey is gonna be one for the ages. My confidence is back and I’m not hiding it anymore.

Only thing I worry about is burning out. Hyperfocus has crashed me before. But this time, if it happens, I’ll make it known. No more disappearing when shit goes left. I’ll be open about it. Hopefully it won’t come to that :)

Now for the updates: HEAVEN* is next. Been working on this tape for the longest, always hesitant to drop for reasons that don’t even matter anymore. No more of that. We’re taking it all the way up. Taryn going crazy, Jobe going crazy, Felix going crazy, Gambz going crazy, and me? I’m definitely going crazy trying to take it there.

And to anyone who actually reads my thoughts — thank you. I got something for you. Join the mailing list, ‘cause we’re going real far.